didn’t do much at work today, workout was not what I wanted it to be. I feel like I take too long with everything and know nothing… constantly feel inferior to Michael.
self-reliant / ceo of home / homestead journey: did some money chores, and typical daily chores. hell bent on fixing the smell in our home and our laundry and making sure our home is (and feels like) a safe environment for the both of us. ordered some highly recommended laundry products and washed whites in bleach. I don’t love it, but using the band-aids and quick fixes to get us to a place where we are ok and safe and then can go about it the right way. in you are drowning you need a life raft, not swim lessons.
overall, i feel like I am constantly trying and failing. until tomorrow.